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My realization of my mental disabilities and one of coping methods that's helped me the most.

A few years ago I realized that one of the most important ways to cope with my mental disabilities (depression and extreme anxiety) is to share my mental plights with those individuals that I love and love me in return. This method of coping intensified after an uncomfortable session with my therapist at the time. But, prior to this amazing and difficult revelation, I had to overcome the tendency of remaining quite do to my odd ideology that sharing my problems with those around me would somehow endanger them and make them vulnerable to my mental implications. This process took me years of a very long, uncomfortable, silent and lonely journey that alienated me from those that cared for me, which, resulted in me being slowly pulled towards deathly results that I had to retrain my brain to withdraw from. The first step for me was to sit down alone during one of my meditation sessions ironically to evaluate how absurd my way of thinking was for not only myself but, those I claim to love a

Two-Sentenced Short Horror: My Boyfriend

I heard my boyfriend screaming at me from the living room, for not paying attention to him and always working. I'm concerned about my mental health, since, I killed him five months ago for cheating on me.

Two-Sentenced Horror Short: My Sister's House

My sister has always been adamant about putting bars on her windows and doors, I always thought it was unnecessary since she lived in a very nice neighborhood. My mind changed last night when I saw a mutilated hand attempting to pry my window open.

Two-Sentenced Horror Short: The Zoo

I chained up the gates and released the all apex predators inside the zoo just to see who really loved each other. Turns out love doesn't really matter in life or death situations, and many parents thought of their children as dead weight.

Two-Sentenced Horror Short: Marionettes

I love how she swayed on stage during our practices runs, all the strings were screwed in perfectly at the joints. I had to wipe her tears reminding her that marionettes don't cry and that I'd hate to remove her character from the play.

Two-Sentenced Horror Short: The Tree In Our Backyard

The horrifying look that my mother had on her face as she hung from the tree in our backyard, has hunted me for years. But, seeing my father pulling on the rope to tighten it, scared me even more.

Two-Sentenced Horror Short: Sleep Paralysis

I've always had some form of sleep paralysis since I can remember. I've always just waited for it to subside, but, this time I've been laying in bed for over 2 days.

Two-Sentenced Horror Short: Three Knocks

Three loud knocks caused me to spring out of bed, this was followed by bloodcurdling screams coming from the residents below me. As I was on the phones with the police, I heard the same three knocks at my window.

Two-Sentenced Horror Short: Please Don't Beg

"Please don't beg me to spare you, I don't want to have to silence you like your mother," the lady complained. "The human tongue is a very strong muscle, it requires way too much energy to extract from a struggling body" she continued.

Two-Sentenced Horror Short: Mom is quiet again

My brother called me to warn me that mom is quiet again, "she's been quiet ever since this morning," he whispered on the phone. Last time mom was silent for this long our older brother went missing.

Two-Sentenced Horror Short: His Voice

The sincerity in his voice combined with the warmth of his breath gently blowing in my ear and down my neck as he said: "I Love You". Eased away the pain of the knife he slowly started to sink into my chest.

Two-Sentenced Horror Short: Mommy

My 4-year-old daughter never called me mommy, she always called me by the first letter of my first name "L". The glow in her eyes as I tucked her in bed verified my suspicions.

Two-Sentenced Horror Short: Spiders

They say we sometimes swallow spiders in our sleep. Today, when I started coughing I spat into the sink two dead daddy long legs.

Two-Sentenced Horror Short: Walls

I hate living in the walls of the house. But, its the only way I can see him without getting arrested.